>>7219617Dude, I'm with you.
I had an angel.
With her for four years.
I turned into my dad ? (Fuck me)
Couldn't accept love, cheated on my angel
Lost her
I've been without her for six months. I'm just getting out of my depression. I hit bottom, quit eating, quit all my jobs, obsessed over her for months, blood pressure and stress through the roof. Still see her around town driving sometimes.
But I'm moving on! Had to, I can't believe I'm actually moving forward. What got it for me was getting closure from the situation, identifying my triggers for anxiety (the horrible heart breaking fear feeling) and then telling myself that I'll see my ex again one day, but we truly aren't right for each other.
Oh and also you have to use your experiences to learns and grow from them. If you don't you will just sit in self hate and guilt. Read this book, it saved my life. For real, check it out. I'm urging you to read this. If I had read it when I was still in the relationship with my angel I could have saved things.
Attached: The New Science of Adult Attachment and How It Can Help ...
https://books.google.com/books?id=vCh9fXUiUjwC&printsec=frontcover&dq=attached&hl=en&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwif1oH33ePbAhUGrVkKHV08D8kQ6AEIJTAAHang in there man. You're going to have to learn to love yourself. Also its good that you're mourning. Its like losing a person, you mourn for them. Its also like going through withdrawals from the most powerful drug. You have heartbreak.
One day at a time. Cry also. That helps a lot even though it hurts.
