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>Move from California to Colorado with close relative and his newly made family
>Eventually become homeless because I can't figure out a living situation
>Live in my unregistered car with no license, insurance, or plates
>Spend most of the winter that way
>Meet girl at work, we start dating
>Same relative offers to move in to a new apartment with me
>Have my name on a lease now, pay rent, love my coworkers and my new romance is great
>Gf and I are caught in a lie that my Uncle's wife makes up
>This lie ruins my relationship with my uncle
>Friend from home town in Cali moves out here to get a place with GF and I
>We search, find, and move in to a place in Denver
>Get a new job that pays a little more, really easy, and my boss is the shit
>Then my mom tells me my Dad will more than likely die soon because they found a cancerous tumour in his neck, inoperable
>Agree to go see him for two weeks while he's still in early stages and can drive, speak, etc.
>Spend two drunken weeks with my parents
>Come home with $3,000 loan that my grandparents offered me to fix my car
>Come back, GF and I are having fights now and I quit my job for no real reason other than I could
>Start staying home and getting drunk, this lasts for a month straight
>Can't pay rent
>Do the same thing next month, still can't pay rent
>Have no real idea why my work ethic disappeared and I am apathetic about everything that isn't beer or video games
>Now I owe my roommates and GF a total of $800
>Start going through jobs like candy, can't seem to muster up the motivation to be there on time or for every shift
>Buy a beer after cashing a check
>GF goes apeshit and breaks up with me
>Haven't spoken to my grandparents since I got back three months ago
>My dad is so far along now that they stopped therapy and he has multiple holes in his neck from the tumour spreading, plus food tube
>Can't talk on the phone because he sounds like he's gargling marbles
I'm in a deep hole and its all my fault.