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I don't know how to describe what's on my mind, or how I feel. I wasted years of highschool ignoring a social life, did the same for four more years of college, and now that I have my degree it's been 8 months and i can't even find a part time job. I just have no motivation to do anything at all, and it makes me feel that I've done nothing but waste my own and others time. Most nights end in me wishing to fade from the people i know so i can finally fucking end it. fuck i dont know how to explain what the fuck is wrong with me.