>>7023631I'm not the OP, but I feel for you, I sincerely do. But instead of thinking of all of the things that you've missed out on you should think of all the experiences that you've yet to have, just out there waiting for you. I don't think what is important is what does or doesn't happen to us in life, but how we respond to the things that do happen to us. There are other friends out there waiting to meet you, loves waiting to be found, opportunities and experiences that will completely change the course of your life. Learn to live your life for yourself, not for others, and you will soon find that people will flock to you.
Good luck and godspeed anon, just remember that this world isn't as dark as it seems to be, there's a lot of good in it and a lot of good people it's just easier to pay attention to the assholes.
