>>7893899just turned 22 years old and feel like I've completely missed out on life for the past couple years. I've never had a girlfriend never went to any parties I've never done anything I think is truly noteworthy and yet I'm so afraid of the rest of my life holds for me I just wanna go to sleep and never have to wake up.
But even still I look at those who have the things that I feel so terrible for never experiencing and they seem almost worse off because of it. Like it really is true that carnal happiness is completely fleeting and meaningless. Perhaps the only true joy is the kind you have in the moment and if thats the case developing some form of passionate hobby maybe the only thing worth doing in this life
