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Guys, I'm depressed. About a year ago I met the Woman of my dreams. She instilled a sense of desire in me, the thought of her gave me a sense of urgency to improve myself. ...and so I did. I started trying to educate myself better (learning new languages, science, etc.), I started getting in good shape ( I packed on 40lbs of muscle). I finally got through to her a few months ago, she left her bf. We started hooking up, going on amazing dates...I was so close to having a relationship with the woman of my dreams. She's avoided me for a couple weeks, I didn't want to smother her, so I gave her space. Now she tells me she likes someone else the way she used to like me. It hurts, but I'll live. I won't stop improving. If I've learned one thing from this: You can sculpt yourself to be any way you desire, but you need to find someone you can look at as an equal. The better you make yourself the better counterpart you can find. I'll find her someday.