>>6677428I never had a GF when I was a teenager. I had friends, we went out and played and partied. went on fishing trips, rode our bikes down the creek, all the usual childhood stuff so I dont want to complain because in hine sight I had it pretty good, especially knowing some people didnt even have that.
However, I still think back and cant help but feel I missed out. Just a pointless, naive childhood relationship where you spend the summer just hanging out and experimenting with dating. It wasnt taken too seriously, it was innocent and more based on friendship.
The problem was I knew people who had girlfriends or boyfriends and to me it seemed way too serious. Maybe I saw too many movies, maybe im looking at it all from rose colored glasses but I distinctly remember a good few of them treating it like it was a fucking marriage and that seemed too intense for 16 year old me so I never did it.
I dont know, maybe im just getting nostalgic for those simpler times, especially now that life is either boring or bullshit and theres no in between anymore, or that any relationship ive tried to start the girl is full all expecting a marriage and kids and im not ready for that, if ever. I just want a fun innocent time with a girl and I feel like I missed the boat on that because I was shy and over thought it all
Im drunk and feeling down on myself sorry for the blog
