>>7621818You're 26 anon, you're still very young. I'm in college and most of the people around me working towards their degrees still have no idea what the fuck they're doing, including myself. Most don't even know if they legit like what they're studying, so you're not alone. I say keep trying new things and look for stuff you might enjoy (programming, trades, photography, etc). Find something interesting, explore it, and if you don't like it, at least you know more than you did before. Keep in touch with those friends, they will encourage and support you. If you decide to go to college, make sure you get rid of those bullshit ass beginner classes at a community college, then transfer over to a university