>>6537087>I have lost all my religion and it terrifies me. I wish i could believe again.try to look at it as an opportunity to grow anon, the way i see it, religion, at its best, is a way to cope with all these things we can't definitively say or deduce, like the lack of purpose. for some, it gives them hope, others just use it for a sense of community. at worst, its just another reason to kill each other. You don't need to be a part of a group or collective to do right, if anything, its more inspiring when good deeds come from inside you, instead of external influences, or "feeling like i should". ya know? nothing wrong with moving on.
>I am unable to feel any form of satisfaction when I achieve thingsexactly the same, and the fact that i'm very logical about how I see the universe really doesn't help. "achievement" is just "getting things off my plate" now, and it really doesn't make me want to continue doing anything. its all hollow.
>I cry a lot when I'm alone.better out than in, friend.
>I hate it when people try to gauge my emotional state.>I hate it when people try to induce a certain emotion in me.people want to understand other people, but oftentimes they've already decided what they're hoping to understand, best you can do is cut off people who try to manipulate you.
>I instinctively point out all my short comings if I feel that I am, or will be, judged. >I'm self absorbed.you're inherently human anon, no shame in that!