>>6424050I loved her, and she loves me but she wants to be alone now, for a number of reasons. We met weeks later over dinner and she told me she slept with 2 people, one being her ex, then she tells me they had a connection we never had. I threw some money on the table, got up, and left. My memories keep me up at night, the thought of her coming back into my life keeps me from speaking to people while I'm out. I've been like this before, time heals. But jesus I can't take this madness right now.
Anyways pic related, may not be 'depressing' but its a rough sea of thoughts in my head.
