>>5915564I think the worst part is the guilt and strong feeling of regret knowing that I was the one who caused all of this. It's my fault and could have been different. It would probably be much easier to move on if I didn't have to feel this stupid guilt and regret all the time. Of course I'll probably never fully get over that regret so it's just a matter of learning to live with it and move on and that's all I can really do.
But no seriously thank you. It's comments like yours that really bring everything back down to reality and remind me that I'll get over it with time because more people than I think are going through really similar things.
