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My life has been feeling empty and pointless a lot lately, even though I've been going out of my way to do things to not feel so bored or depressed, like randomly driving friends around, or just going on joyrides. I've tried drowning myself in work, drawing and keeping my girlfriend happy to push past it all, but that same feeling of emptiness keeps crawling back whenever I have time to think, and whenever the feeling comes back, its hard for me to be motivated and happy again. I start indirectly avoiding friends, and even my girlfriend, telling them I have work to do, or that I'm tired, but its scaring me because I feel tired all the time now, and my girlfriend is the most insecure person I've ever met.
My life feels like its on a treadmill right now, running in the same spot over and over and over again, with no real progression.