>>8112542me again, some weeks later and i did get into uni, and i did get a job. still very nervous about both but i hope it'll all go well
can't say the same for the partner part. i've met this girl, we were kind of clicking, we had sex and i lost all interest. i'm starting to think i might be asexual, to be honest. we'll see how things go in uni and i'll try to be more "down to heart" with girls without trying to get into their pants lol
hope everyone gets well soon, it gets better :)