>>7179425Yeah yeah I know I got an interview in a few days already setting myself up. Already left my friends behind years ago, I just like to remember them. I just started the medication recently and that was a huge change in how I do things.
>praising some one for mediocrititywell you can look at it that way but it actually does look like a good thing from my perspective. I actually never talked to anyone about their experience, it puts me in kill mode. There was never ever ever a pity party. Only silence, and I tried to defend them but theyre whores anyway and went back to the guys.
>friends and family make you dependentthere lives and my lives are not connected. I just have guilt and anger from memories. I am dependent. Not they are making me dependent. I am in control. How dare you assume they control me? This is something you need to overcome with help of medication or not if you can do it. It seems like your interactions make you think like this.
For me, the medicine did so much that years of isolation away from everyone didnt do. I already got a plan for myself. Keep thinking I think my pill will magically fix shit lol.
