>>6745692Its just crazy to really wallow in
>Its all for nothing...after everything>no one cares>everybody leaves and dies>and no one remembersIm dropping out of college to go live with family in shitty 3rd world country just to get away from immediate family here... the happiest moment of the night was tearing pavement down the highway... just knowing that any bump on the road would send me sideways and out.
Just relapsed and my clinic wont let me sit with the groups cuze im using...
To be honest Im just lettinh my foot rest on the pedal and seeing how far I can go... and its gotten a bit much but I'm still letting it happen. My dealer talked me into road tripping with him up north to a festival and taking 5lbs of weed to smoke and sell once were in. Then using the money we make we buy whatever we can get our hands on.
A couple of months ago I might have said no from the moment he brought it up, but now I just dont care enough about me or anything to stop me
>rantingIm sorry, I guess Im on my period or something. Its just shit all the time and I dont really get breaks from it. Its too long of a story
