>>7633021>2/2I don’t enjoy much about life in a capacity that makes me remark “It’s worthwhile being alive for that,” in the way people who are otherwise unhappy with their lives can find value “in the little things.” However, like you I do enjoy the peace of solitude, and a handful of other (perhaps) similar sorts of things, to that extent. It’s been like that for so long that I’ve all but forgotten what it was like before, if there ever was one. As far as I can tell I’m even thankful for the bad things that led me to this disposition. Moreover, I think a lot of my issues can potentially be explained by other causes, which if resolved would result in a good life. I see the investigation of all these things as an arduous project, one that I’m not well-equipped to complete, but one that I must attempt.