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Thanks to my parent's inability to keep my healthy and breastfed as a child, I developed asthma as a child and am now barred from military service, despite it being the only thing I want to do with myself after high school.
I waste everyday sitting in my room playing videogames I hate (Destiny), lifting weights at the gym for no reason at all anymore, or waiting to go back to my shitty community college come fall.
All my friends are developing alcoholism and drug problems, or they're already laughably successful and more than ready to rub my nose in it. I don't even want to bother reaching out to anyone because I have drug problems myself and have been stabbed in the back too many times to trust half of them.
The only girl I've even been in contact with in the last year led me on for months without being bothered to tell me she already had a boyfriend. She goes to my school and I'll probably have to see her again next week.
Took a road trip to San Fransico from Buffalo with my best buddy, who I considered a brother. He ditched me in a parking garage when we showed up because he had a panic attack, and I had to spend all my saving to get home. My parents have been ominously distant with me ever since, I think they wanted me to not come back.
My actual brother and I don't get along at all, since I'm younger and uneducated, while he's older, with a degree, and a virgin.
The ironic thing is, all the shit that's happened to me makes me a horribly sarcastic pessimist, which is what makes people think I'm funny and want to hang around me. Yet I've gotten to the point where I just want to be alone.
