>>7473396i think im stupid
actually retarded
yesterday i went drinking whit my friends from college, and a lot of things happened, short stry: i kind of got in love whit a girl friend but another friend started dating her, i didnt wanted to but he was going out whit this other girl so i thought that she was free and i let my guard down a little
fucking hell, i was wasted, i totally break down crying
i just want to die, they didnt even know i was going to just shut up and not say anything since i didnt made a call on her or didnt had nothing going on whit her so its not my friend fault, but since i was wasted i needed to cry like an idiot and talk to them (in a good way, just being honest about it, nothing stupid like getting angry about shit)
its fucking stupid, i wish that i wasnt retarded
