>>77858574 days late to say, but I wanted to say that sucks. I think about if I would lose mine and just the thought makes me start to cry. Being in that shit is inevitable for all of us and everyone will wanna make you feel better (maybe get laid with that leverage, idk man). I do know with almost certainty that whoever it is you lost would be so happy that you miss them. They want you to always have them with you but never to impede the amazing things life has waiting for you.
Good luck, anon. Here's what's been my recent favorite pape that only halfway fits the theme.