>>5974447Well the first thing I'll say is that it's not too late to make amends. You can always seek forgiveness from your old friends and rekindle that friendship. If that's what you want anyway. I'm glad you found somewhere to devote your energy though, it's great to have something that relieves stress. Don't worry about when you're going to stop liking it, just enjoy the moment for what it is.
>>5974710I'm sorry for everything you've had to go through, I couldn't imagine being in your shoes. What you're doing is respectable though and it would make your family proud knowing that you're out there every day saving lives. I know paramedics have somewhat of a thankless job, but you're deeply appreciated by everyone.
>>5975263That must have been horrible and I'm sorry that people can be so cruel. It's horrible to think what people are capable of when they're left to their own way. I'm glad that you're getting better though and that you're starting to see the sunshine.
>>5975268Happy to hear that life is going well for you anon. I hope the rest of your life remains as happy and somewhat carefree as you feel now.
>>5975328This is very interesting. I know the feeling of wanting to be like a character but to emulate it like that is something quite unique I've never heard before. It sounds like a great way to learn a lot of things and be a very versatile person. Don't feel worthless because you're clearly not if you're engaging in all of these different things.