>>7582026I am 32 and I've been paralyzed by fear my whole life.
I fear of a dystopian future in twenty years where only the top 1-5% will survive as oligarchs, the rest being reduced to guinea pigs for medical cures like Unit731 but with financial compensation.
I know the only way for me to be part of the valid survivors would be to build and sell a successful startup and to learn chinese, but I'm already burnouting from a mediocre career as a cloud dev, I know I won't survive the stress of building a startup.
Right now I just want to live my youth I forsake by being scared during all my twenties and do what the fuck I want, youtube art and hitting on girls.
Yet my fear is telling me to labor like crazy for ten more years. I feel lost at the crossroad.
