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When I started university last year I didnt make any new friends and I couldnt understand anything that they were trying to teach me, also I probably got ADD cause I couldnt focus during the classes even when i was trying my hardest to do it. Because of that I stoped going and got depressed. I've been lying to my parents about it (they pay for the uni, my house and all that stuff), they still think I'm going and I dont know what to do when the school year ends or what im gonna do next year.
The only thing that I want to do is move to the UK and get a job there, even if its shitty because the only friends I got live there, but im pretty sure the chances of that happening are pretty low. I was thinking that maybe if I finished uni, I could probably get a job there but I cant find the motivation to do it.
Also, I've fallen in love with one of those friends from the UK, but im not even sure if shes trans ftm and from the photos ive seen she doesnt seem to be my type, but everyday I want to talk to her and thats the only thing that is getting me to not jump off from my balcony.
