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Guys I dont often post on any boards I really enjoy just lurking and laughing, I also dont consider myself seriously depressed or burdened by mental health issues--however this time around what recently happened between me and my now ex girlfriend is something I just could never fathom and it is still so very fresh.
We began dating in 2019 when we met in community college and it started out so innocent, I just wanted to see what it was like hanging out with a girl for once. So I would ask if she would want to do homework together and I honestly expected a positive response since I dress decently and my appearence is fairly decent as well. We quickly started dating and she was my first ever girlfriend and it was awesome. She introduced me to so many things, like parties, having fun with friends outside of just sitting down playing games and smoking weed. We would walk and ride longboards at parks for hours and eat at so many resturaunts and she financially invested in me that made me feel safe and secure. Though she struggled heavily with mental health issues, she isnt medically diagnosed but self admitted and self diagnosed (Bipolarism, and she says she has Dissassociative Identity Disorded) .... A lot of this issues I could visibily see and for a while she held it together for the sake of keeping me but as time went on I learned bad habits from her and we began to emotionally abuse each other, but the fact she was my first and I was unbelievably in love with her I never expected to break apart, just eventually work together and move on. in 2020 we moved in with each other and it didnt last long because Coronavirus got her fired and it set her in a worse state than before mentally. She began to grow so distant and eventually hit me with the news of wanting to break up and move out. It shattered my soul to pieces and I didnt want her anywhere besides our apartment so I opted to move out instead... Continued--
