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Ok where do I start ?
I'm trying to quit porn, it destroyed me and made me question my masculinity, I always think that I'm not good enough, whether it's school, social life or love life.
I could never get a gf even if the girl herself came to me and asked me out (as it happened a few times). I always think the people around me are bored or ashamed to be with me.
Also I'm studying web development, I have good grades but I was never brave enough to try and get a job related to web dev to help me pay for my studies, even though my friends keep telling me that I have the knowledge to get a decent job. I'm just scared that I'd fuck up and fail to do my job correctly.
Finally, I'm starting to hate everything around me, all forms of media especially. I'm such a hateful person that I'm afraid that I'm going to turn into a fanatic or something.
Anyway that's what's on my mind. Sorry for being so pathetic.
