>>785225323 in march, will be 1 year into my computer engineering degree.
Honestly once thought I was "too old" for school. But I only now realize how blessed it is to become pro at something and not fuck around. I get so much fucking confidence programming and fixing shit its unreal.
Just do cool shit man, shit that matters and is profound. Give yourself a month to change your shit completely you will not regret it. Tou have to unlearn shit that's fucking with your energy/vision/power level, I recommend lifting and taking a blood test to supplement your body if deficient in something which fucks people up.
Time will fly either way and no matter if you live a dream life you're going to feel cursed and depressed. No gf or millions of dollars will ever fix that.
Just get over it. Do shit. Act.