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This was also when Quarantine started so I felt worse then I probably would have, too. The day after she said she horribly regretted it and she wanted to make it work with me and I was quick to agree and we stayed together. I found out her ex was trying to convince her to split up with me (the first time) because she was unhappy with a few things and he wanted to be with her again, and she started to catch feelings for the kid as well. I really didn't want her talking to him after that, and she surprisingly wanted to cut him off too so I was happy. May comes around and she's just unhappy with me, and she didn't want to even try to fix things, and we split up. I was so horribly upset, I couldn't get out of bed for weeks. Cried every night. I really loved this woman and honestly to this day I still do. A month goes by and I go to my friends party, and coincidentally she and her ex show up at the same time. I was pretty upset about it because it was pretty obvious they were "together" at that point so I went home early and just slept it off. Every day was the same, I just stayed in bed, hardly ate and cried. Life at home was also pretty bad so that also amplified the depression. Awful drunk of a father, I didn't have enough money to move out, and my mom left all around the time this was happening.
