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im drifting aimlessly
i havent done shit since highschool
im 20 now
i just work
no friends anymore
no social interactions at all except for family
im too apathetic to make any major decisions about my life
i don't know how to even get into a social circle at this point
i know i don't want to be a laborer all my life but i have no clue what i would want to do
i dont want to go to school without even an idea of what to do
i dont want anything enough to actually try for it
i havent killed myself because i dont want my family to have to deal with it
i dont know how to get myself out of this
my family is starting to worry about me i think
i dont want them to know how bad it is
pic related i took in the mountains near town
i used to drive my funky old subaru up the 4x4 trails and logging roads there
i liked being alone up there
i havent been up since i broke the car though
i miss that car
