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I recently finished my studies and have been feeling confused about it. For three years of my life I've been doing this one thing, and when I started it felt like it was going to go on forever. Now suddenly, almost unexpectedly it has ended, and all that potential that made me excited at the beginning has been spent. I am faced with the reality that I will never get to experience studying for the first time again. I'm also bitter, because while I lived close my first year, I had to move away for the next two, and so spent four hours per day commuting. I had no time to meet anyone or really do anything outside of working and it felt like I missed a lot of the chances I had to enjoy that time. Half of the first year was during covid and while it was in person I could barely do anything as well because I wasn't vaccinated. I ended up getting tested almost everyday. Worse yet, I feel like the friends that I did make during that time have become entirely different people since getting jobs. All they want to do is sit and drink, and the conversations aren't even good anymore, just complaining about work. They're like old men in young men's bodies. If I drink I want to have a night to remember with it. It's a lot to vent here but things have changed so quickly Anons. Now I've got to figure out what the fuck to do with my life next as well.
