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>>7507215Settled with studying philosophy.
I just felt like it was the right thing to do now. I love the people there, for the first time I was happy to go to school. Still feel like I made a terrible choice though.
>>7507869>>7507407>>7507123>>7507406I agree with the gal here. I knew of this guy In hs who asked a girl out by writing here a poem in elfic or something. It's sad to say but trust me, nobody thought it was "romantic" or whatever you expected. It just became a story to pull some easy laughs. I'd say save poetry for when you know her better but I don't know it's very hit or miss.
>>7509426I'm way younger but I found that my old friends - the true ones - are always happy when I made an effort to reach out even if we' have'nt spoken in years. Maybe even just a phone call can make you feel less lonely.
>>7507418Is this from an album? I think I've seen it somewhere.
>>7509769>>7507712>>7503446Don't know if it works for you but something that kinda helped me recently was just forcing myself out of bed. I feel like the moment I've managed to dress up and take the train I've already made such an effort that I feel no one else has shit on me. It's very hard but paradoxically it makes me feel stronger. I don't manage to do it every time though and it doesn't always work. Also, it helps the fact hat I wake up and get out of bed to stay with other people. Don't think it would if I went to a lonely place.
Also, take it with a grain of salt cause I've not been diagnosed. Someone else in my family had depression and there's a big stigma around it.
I struggle to convince them to bring me to a therapist or something cause they have a very clear model of how depression looks and I probably don't fit in it?
I don't know, maybe there really is nothing wrong with me but just barely deciding what to study deprived me of sleep for weeks.
I would just pull all nighters thinking about it.
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