>>61623054chan is legion, 4chan is asshat, 4chan is that pretentious prick who for whatever reason feels like he owns the site and you have no right to post emotional stuff, 4chan is troll, 4chan is silent.
And friend. 4chan is always friend. There's nothing embarrassing about finding comfort in an online community. We don't know you, we may never know you, some of us probably dislike you based on what you say, but there's also a lot of us that deeply care. Don't kill yourself, valued contributor. You might not be thanked, but you are appreciated. We may never know your name, but we'll miss you all the same.