>>7839422Here's the deal kid. Most of us here have been in your position. The idea you need to internalize, that you need to really make a part of your being, is the fact that happiness isn't a default state. It's work. It's more of a sense of satisfaction, especially for males more so than females. You sit on your ass, and not do anything? You will hate life. You accomplish shit, earn your free time, and take care of obligations, even those obligations that you choose to take on? Feels fucking good nigga.
Chicks come to males that have something going on. Not dudes that fuck around. You start working on yourself, you starting getting good grades and going after your interests, the girls will come.