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1 year and a half ago I fucked up. I used to go out with a super nice girl for 4 years. Somehow I felt I didn't truly love here but didn't talk to her about it, at last I began to make mistakes. Eventually I cheated on her while being drunk, proud on the moment but in tears the following morning. I was not sure if I had to tell her, my best friend said"no" so I didn't and just broke up using some excuse.
I end up going out with the other girl, she is nice but not as much as the previous one. After some months the ex-gf finds out and takes it real bad. After moving away to study, I break up with the second girl because it doesn't work anymore.
Some months ago during the summer, my best friend becomes crazy at me for no reason during a party and decides to tell the ex-gf I had cheated on her. In the process I lose my best friend.
Some time ago I was speaking with another guy, about how we both planned to "wait to meet the girl of our lives". Realized right on the spot that the girl in question may well be the ex-gf. Now I feel like I want to go and try it a second time with her but I'm not sure she loves me anymore. Been too much of an ass I guess.
I feel like a lot of men went through this kind of stuff or are going through it now. Don't be too picky with your love relationships ; if you're happy in some way then continue to make it work. You don't know how many nice girls you'll meet in your life, so it's just like a casino game : if you win, maybe you better stop right here rather than play again.
