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Renting a small apartment, attempting to find a place to buy. Work from 06.45-15.30 then I go home and I stay there. Job pay is shit but it's steady income, more than I need to live.
Family thinks I'm suicidal, but in reality I'm just severely struck with social anxiety of the highest level with a nice lump of paranoia.
I sometimes won't leave my apartment to go to the store until it's dark when the people I rent from are home, because for some reason I think everyone whom sees me is judging every move I make, even though I know literally nobody cares what I do.
On weekends/vacations I do nothing but sit at home and play video games and watch movies. Only have 1 true friend that I've known all my life.
For 4 years I've wanted to go to Nerdtacular in Salt Lake City, Utah. I have the money to do so, but again my anxiety is keeping me from ever taking that step.
