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I feel desesperate, I struggle to do anything responsible during this quarantine. Still in burnout, physically sick of my workfield but cannot think of something else to do. Over the years my friendships have dwindled and I couldn't engage in a new relationship after the first one broke over the fear to hurt a new girl. I am supposed to send documents to my insurance for health reimbursement because of a moto striking me on the street on february, but as I got no big wound I feel I don't deserve to be helped and I lost my medical records somewhere in my room, cannot find them.
I was supposed to finally become a man after my father died, but it's been 2 years now and I'm still a mess of a manchild.