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My mother just passed and I feel a combinations of emotions I just cant seem to accomodate or understand. She was a solitary person and she died alone. I should have used force when I wanted to get her to the hospital 2 weeks ago. She was telling me she was ok and didn't want to go. I just thought she was going to be ok, at the same time I was overcome with the mortality of life in these days seeing her like she was. She was a schizophrenic, heard voices and all of it. I just should have forced her to do what I wanted her to do. I just cant decide if this is what she really wanted.