>>5924297That's a valuable skill to have. I feel introverts are underrated just because the majority of people tend to lean towards socialization. You should most definitely utilize that skill for something.
>>5924437I've never been big on winter myself because it lasts so long where I'm at, although for the first couple months it's pretty nice. When I used to smoke I remember that hatred for the winter was a bit more intimate.
>>5925297It's all good anon, there's no need to suppress anything here. you're in good company. Also there's nothing gay about telling your own story, self-deprecation isn't necessary. You sound like you've had a very difficult time and I feel for you, I've had a similar experience happen when I was 17. My (now ex) girlfriend broke up with me after one of my best friends had died and I was already having a meltdown. I just lapsed into a long time of depression and my smoking got worse. It's been years and I still look back at that time as a very emotionally scarring time. It may never heal right but I became something better in the long run. I'm not looking to make this about me by telling my story, but I can relate to you anon. It's going to be okay, you get to feel good again.
>unrelated but I enjoyed the shit out of these shows 