Gonna reply to some things here before I share.
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>>7029843It's a momentum thing. If you've got that feeling now, you better make sure to act on it to keep it rolling along, unless it grinds to a halt.
>>7037677Geez. There's no easy way out for that one Anon. The stranger-on-the-internet-with-no-nuance part of me would say "Go be ALIVE you glorious bastard!" but it doesn't work the way instagram quotes say. The only real things I can say are: Whatever you choose, you're gonna have to try to forgive yourself. And there is no right or wrong choice.
I guess this is coherent with a recent thought I've been having that our language-rooted idea of one self as an "I" or "me" doesn't add up. We are more than one person and sometimes we have no choice but to disappoint a part of us.
In fact, part of us is extended in society and vice versa. It can get hard to figure out which part of our desires comes from within and which part is just trying to live up to the social standards of our surroundings.
Sorry for getting a bit offtopic.
>>7042672>Wife & Friend are both 7.5+If that's really what it's about for you I think you need to reconsider how shallow your priorities are.
>>7048008>>7048600I'm a huge hypocrite for saying this but: Try doing something. Just, anything. Preferably something where you'll meet people. Go do a nude painting seminar, do some sports, join a book club, go to a bar and talk to a random stranger, apply for volunteer work or whatever. It doesn't really matter. The only way out is through, so unless you change something, nothing is gonna change. Do something you haven't done before. It's hard because, wuheyy, depression, amirite. And who knows, maybe it will suck. Then you know that. Like I said, I'm a hypocrite. But there's my advice.
