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Dealt with poor mental health for the last 6-7 years, and made poor choices in partners given my shit self-esteem who got away with a lot of things they should not have. It always made me think there was something wrong with me and that I was inadequate as a person -- now I'm dealing with the fallout of it all and coming to terms with the fact that I was just letting others trample my boundaries.
Nowadays, I'm just constantly wondering if others have my best interests at heart because double guessing shit is just what I am used to. Sometimes, I think I am never going to be happy and secure in a relationship and I hate that I am subjecting my current partner to this kind of insecurity.
Even with others around, it's really lonely. I just want to run far away and start everything all over again.
Also going to be 25 in a couple of days and I just have no fucking idea what I am doing.
