>>7597821Thank you for your input. I agree with your points, but, I guess, I should've made myself clearer. I understand you're stumbling around blind in relation to giving advice to my problems, what I was interested in was hearing if maybe someone was experiencing something similar (at least slightly similar) and their subjective ways of dealing with this. I do have a self-help book I've been meaning to red, just need to finish the semester first. And I have spoken to a psychologist in the past (although for an unrelated reason, but those few brief exchanges did help me somewhat).
