>>5941051Its not a wallpaper but all Ive got on my phone that resembles how im feeling best, sorry. Im in my final year of school and nothing at all appeals to me much in the future, ive been depressed for years and till this year very anxious and ive found that nowadays while im generally fairly happy Im left without a desire to do anything. I lay on my floor for days at a time, recording my thoughts in my phone and listening to endless albums, taking breaks to sit on my computer or catch up with a friend. I hardly feel like im even alive and my inability to feel any passion is disheartening, only really feeling happy smiling aside good company or looking at the world and features in nature, and sometimes watching YouTube videos I made when I was 13 though they usually make me cry because I miss my animated and excited self. Im just not sure what to do and its stressing me out to the point I just want to end it, I dont want to move on and face the world, I just want to stay comfortable and numb in my room and hold onto the place that I once felt happy in.
