>>7083710Look OP, I was in the same boat without the virgin thing, which to be totally fair, I should be. I'm not gonna tell you "Keep going man, live life to the fullest, blah, blah." Because I hated that advice. I hated getting told things would get better, that I could do it, and my family constantly telling me that I was a great person, yadda yadda.
One day, on a base feeling that you are experiencing now, I decided that a choice needed to be made because I was running out if time. Was I going to just lay down and stay a welcome mat for people to dust their shoes off on, and walk on? Fuck. That. So my choice became what I am now. I found comfort in people that shared interests in the same things I did, I found asking the generation, between my parents and me, questions about their lives and how they solved their problems helped me figure out how to work out my own. The following day, I scheduled an appointment to go talk to a therapist, and when I woke up the day scheduled, I cancelled, because I realized I didnt need that kind of help. I just needed to stop staring at the things moving around me, and go out and fucking acquire them.
That is my advice, not to get off your ass right now and go run, but to identify what you need to do to be happy, and then plan to work it out in your time, not anyone elses.
Tl;dr
Plan, execute the plan like you're in medieval times, and move. You can do it. It's rough, and you'll get beat back down, but if you're executing plans properly or can make changes, you'll turn out just fine.
