>>652877018 male
Rather shitty life judging by 1st world standards :P
Ive always been able to top grades in pretty much anything, but all my motivation has run out. Im curently working on getting into a school for military grade pc-engineering, but probably changing classes next year to get to work after 2 years instead of more school.
My real problems are some i cant really change though; my mother is living with my stepdad who has sent her to the mental hospital once and the verge of an hero multiple times. My father has so little money right now that weve just got electricity back after they cut it for 4 days due to the lack of payment. My first real girlfriend almost commited suicide only a few days ago, this happened because she was alone and managed to mix alchohol and some pills shes taking because of reasons... The intoxication isnt what did it though, she got panic attacks and started cutting herself a lot that night. She pulled through and doesnt even remember what happened. She got another attack after this, which made us able to locate the exact reason to the incidents, the alcohol mixed with her medicine.
