>>7844139Jessica, brother. The girl who sets me alight isn't even my girlfriend anymore, she's the fuckbuddy of my new friend from my new home. Fell in love with her after the three of us went dancing and she danced with me a while. She's kind of all over me, and her and my bud ended up asking me for a threesome (mdma) that I had to turn down because I'm taken.
I've moved 1500+ miles away for school and I'm considering for the first time whether the right thing to do is dump my GF of 4 years from my hometown. She can't come up for a year or two at least and so we'll be doing the long distance thing for a while. But we're both early 20's, and I've only been here two months and we're already down to minimal texting. I feel like I'm the only one who is reaching out for contact.
Today I asked her if we could have a call and have a relationship check-in, she said "not today".
I mean, I think it would hurt to know if she was cheating on me or something but at this point I'm almost hoping she does so that I have an excuse to ask her if she'd be for an open relationship, or dump her.
She's the first person I've ever loved this much and it just feels wrong to dump her, no matter what, even if I think it might be the right thing for both of us.
Anyway pape time, sorry for shit rez
