>>7435886yeah i'm in college and trying to get a grasp of what i actually want to do haha. thank you anon.
>>7435897yea thats pretty true anon. i have a habit of 'standing still' and overanalysing stuff to the point it becomes a detriment to my health... the to-do list thing sounds like it could be useful for me. if i have a lot to do i just get overwhelmed and end up not doing anything :[ thank you, this helps a lot.
>>7435913i realised later than most people seem to. i was about 13. i had definitely felt signs of it since childhood but i forced myself into femininity because that's how i was 'supposed to be'. i was one of those kids who identified as non binary for a litle while, cause i was like "haha no way i could be full trans right?". but i soon realised i was at my happiest when i was treated and presenting as a male, and at my unhappiest when i was seen and presented as a female.
i think what you're experiencing is very common. i see a lot of people goin through that. i really don't know the answer, but i think a good-ish way to tell is by asking yourself "if i could choose between having my perfect life, but having to live as my birth sex, OR having a normal/crappy life but living as the opposite sex, what would i choose?"
it's important (imo) to make sure that when you die, you've lived a life that feels true to yourself. but overthinking it can also fuck you up. it's a hard tightrope to walk. sometimes you have to take leaps of faith, and sometimes you just need to test the waters. do what you're comfortable with anon.
i sincerely wish you good luck <3
