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Im a senior and i have no idea what i am doing after high school. I probably wont end up figuring out anything soon.
My relationship is so broken and im desperately trying to make it work with.
I've convinced myself that he is my happiness, i put all of my energy into him because of how scared i am of losing him. I spent so many nights crying, to the point of throwing up sometimes.. but it feels like he doesnt care. He lets me down constantly and takes me for granted.
I'm trying to cope with my own stuff besides him and i cant. I spend all my time high and im afraid im ruining my life, but cant bring myself to change. I feel lost and stuck.
I just look forwards to a day where i have things figured out and im finally happy. I want to have pets, be a mom and travel and not feel like i do now. im staying hopeful.
