>>7548961The good, im finally losing a lot of weight. I gained a bunch in 2016 Down 35 pounds. Need another 8 to be pretty good. I have a lot of money and am doing better than i was emotionaly and physically.
The bad. I have been tramatized since my mom died. Its been years. She was either killed by her boyfriend of committed suicide. I will never know what happened. I had to testify for prosicution a few months ago but was a mistrial and will have to do it again.
My cat died few weeks ago. I have had other pets but he was my cat. I feel like i lost a shadow.
I would like a real relationship with a woman. Im 33 and the 4 i long term dated, I was mostly useds as emotional crutch and money pit for 3 of them. One was long distance and she was nice. I occasionally get really sad and depressed thinking about two of them. Dating is really draining i quit for about two years. I plan to try again after i hit goal weight and plague is over. I really want to have someone who genuinely likes me, i can hold hands with and be next to as i fall asleep.
