>>7790150My sister is taking anti-depressants again.
Dad lost his job today.
Mom is sad because of this.
All my friends are raging, hedonistic, promiscuous alcoholics and I've been distancing myself from them because we're grown men and can't act like this now, one of them was taken to the hospital from alcohol poisoning last weekend.
At least my brother and I are doing fine, we have nice jobs and are saving money and growing our careers while helping the family.
I want to get married and be a father someday but most girls I meet are sunk into postmodernity and are disgusted by the notion of being mothers.
Can't really afford it either, even if I made three times more money I don't think I could afford a mortgage and food for 3, let alone all the bills, car payments, schooling, insurances, etc.
I might have to leave this country, at least I have a European passport so I have an escape route.
Maybe once I grow my career and can get a job in the EU, but it seems women over there are even worse, so maybe Eastern Europe?
This is not the world I was raised to live in.
