>>5718505the feels bro, i know them all to well
>planned what it would be(gun)>who i would steal it from>where i would do it>call 911 right before to ensure they could get my organs fresh so others may live from my death>i've cried>tearing up writing thisthanks dick
but really, the 2 things keeping me going is not putting my parents & family through it and my dad had his sister commit suicide so it obv runs in the family
the other is doing at least some of your list and visiting other places
i want to see the world
i want to see the northern lights
and take a trip in an F15 strait verticle as fast as it will go
wth man, thanks for these unexpected feels