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The last 12 months have been a long ride. My monthly income almost doubled since then (code monkey here) and I pretty much finished uni (my thesis was approved, just need to finish a few classes). On the other hand, my mental health deteriorated pretty badly, my 3 years relationship ended because my gf couldn't handled all the shit was happening to me and now I have no one. I've never felt so lonely in my life and the suicide thoughts are getting worse.
I wish could take a couple of xanax with whisky and never wake up again, but for some idiotic reason, I'm too afraid of death.
