>>7802981Quitting is never an option for me, no matter how low I have been thankfully. My family has suffered enough, I need to remove some not add.
>>7802999The words of encouragement are nice. I did not expect 4chan to end up being very positive. But I guess that's the goodness that comes when you aren't on a board that is full of memes. The day I find happiness, I hope to make a thread saying how it happened for me. How I grew up should've doomed me to a bad life, but I won't let that happen to me.
>>7803375I'm good with being alone. At least in terms of literally just encapsulating my self with what I'm learning and my hobbies. But I just want someone that can rest their head on my chest and the world can just crumble away as if it was never there, just to be reminded of the world in the morning when alarms go off. But, I do need to find peace with being alone, no significant other. As I said before roughly, I shouldn't let my happiness be decided by if I'm with someone else or not. Very unhealthy. Currently working on my mindset, getting outside more right now. I need to stay physical. I think that's good advice for anyone. The advice is always welcome, divide and conquer. Not useful for just war, who would've guessed. I seem to be good at making friends, at least somewhat. Thank you Anon. I know I haven't seen a therapist, but I very much want to. Goal is for soon
